Don’t even know what to title this… I have never cried so much in my life. And the people making me cry are the ones close to me. This isn’t fair. No one likes me. And I give so much. No one believes me.. But I tell everyone everything. This is unbelievable. I have never felt so alone and empty in a long time. I just want to die. That’s the truth. I haven’t done anything wrong. I’m trying. But no. Basheer has got to be a fuck up. So lets just blame everything on him.